There should be some meaning to my life

[waterfell]

I won't be able to care for Mama when she grows older.

I never had anyone near me growing up. Papa was gone, Mama was busy, and I didn't make friends. When I thought I finally did, it was a lie and they weren't the friends I was looking for. When I finally found the ones who could be, I didn't realize it for a long time. Now that I finally see them, is it too late?

There are a lot of places I haven't seen, things I never experienced.

I wanted to be strong enough to fight with them to the end- as a fellow warrior.

But... somehow it feels good to rest right now.

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[midgarhorizon]

I never said you weren't.

Have anyone to mourn you?

[waterfell]

He'll avenge me.

Is that the same?

[midgarhorizon]

No. I'm talkin' about someone who would've given their life for yours. Or someone that would cry a few tears. Someone that'd miss you because you weren't there anymore.

[waterfell]

Crying doesn't suit the life we all chose to live.

[midgarhorizon]

No, but it sure as hell makes us human.

[waterfell]

Even if I agreed, didn't it already become too late for regrets?

[midgarhorizon]

Maybe not; you're still talkin' to us.

[waterfell]

I'm trying to think they'll win. Somehow that's almost harder than fighting.