[She stays silent. John had put his faith on this girl for five years, and even Cortana was willing to follow him in spite of the envy she saw in herself, too. But now that they are separated, and a chance finally appeared for the two of them to reunite, Cortana realizes a brutal truth.

She was a coward. For once, she feels John's faith was misplaced.]

Whatever happens in our world, it will happen because you weren't there when you were given a choice.

Keep that in mind as you cry inside of your castle. The only person you're lying to is yourself.