001. welcome to my world

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...who were they...?

and dammit! those were my only pair of goggles!

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that's not what I... well. yeah. kinda. I guess...?

But aren't you supposed to - I thought I was awake. I'm - not supposed to hear you when I'm awake.

[waterfell.livejournal.com]

This started a short while ago. You could say the dreams are intruding on our waking lives more and more.

Were you letting your mind wander?

[findmyownreason.livejournal.com]

my mind always wanders...

maybe. A little.

Are - are you going to start showing up in my waking world?

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Who knows! I just might.

[findmyownreason.livejournal.com]

...would... other people be able to see you too if you did?

[waterfell.livejournal.com]

That'll depend on if I want them to, of course!

[findmyownreason.livejournal.com]

that's not a helpful answer. Because it's not proof that I'm not just crazy

Now's probably not the best time to show up.

[waterfell.livejournal.com]

But I'm kind of enjoying teasing you. Besides, it's rude to say you don't want to see me!

[findmyownreason.livejournal.com]

I'm kind of enjoying it too but I'd never tell you

I -

things aren't very good right now.

[waterfell.livejournal.com]

Isn't that the same as telling me?

What's happening there exactly?

[findmyownreason.livejournal.com]

I didn't say - think - I didn't think that outlo-

crap.

You can hear everything I'm thinking not just what I'm thinking at you?

[waterfell.livejournal.com]

Planning to be more careful now?

How much have you learned to control your dreams?

[findmyownreason.livejournal.com]

hell yes

Yes.

Not much at all

I thought that was only for when I was asleep though.

voices in my head when I'm awake... just like the bad old days.

I'm not a puppet

[waterfell.livejournal.com]

I found someone who knows you. Does this have something to do with him?

[findmyownreason.livejournal.com]

...

who is it?

[waterfell.livejournal.com]

His name is Tseng. I want to hear from you what he might have said.

[findmyownreason.livejournal.com]

Tseng? that's a relief

uh... I don't know? He's... Tseng. What am I supposed to expect him to have said?

[waterfell.livejournal.com]

Who were you afraid it'd be~?

Don't worry about that. But he says he knows you better than you know yourself.

[findmyownreason.livejournal.com]

someone that actually knew me.

[and there's the sound of an actual mental snort for you, Ami]

Not really.

[waterfell.livejournal.com]

[A snort sounds pretty weird via telepathy!]

Sephiroth, maybe?

[findmyownreason.livejournal.com]

...








how do you know him?

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[You don't want to know, Cloud. And she won't lie.]

I was there when he took your life.

[findmyownreason.livejournal.com]

oh.

...

timeline's are screwed up.

My future...?

Tifaandthekids

my friends

Aerith's Planet

I'm not fit to help anyone. Not my family. Not my friends...

Was it a dream or a memory? his or mine?

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[There's a waiting silence.]

His dream. You're alive; if you intend to avoid that fate, you have time to do that.

Me.

[findmyownreason.livejournal.com]

[is that an actual moment of not-depression? Maybe a hint of the Cloud she first met sneaking through? Because there's a faint hint of teasing smirk that sounds a lot like affection in his:]

who did you think my friend included, water-girl?

you...

...


How do I die? In his dream?