waterfell: (mercury ☿ down and out)
Mizuno Ami☿Mercury ([personal profile] waterfell) wrote in [community profile] apassingthought2012-05-01 07:38 am

There should be some meaning to my life

I won't be able to care for Mama when she grows older.

I never had anyone near me growing up. Papa was gone, Mama was busy, and I didn't make friends. When I thought I finally did, it was a lie and they weren't the friends I was looking for. When I finally found the ones who could be, I didn't realize it for a long time. Now that I finally see them, is it too late?

There are a lot of places I haven't seen, things I never experienced.

I wanted to be strong enough to fight with them to the end- as a fellow warrior.

But... somehow it feels good to rest right now.
repudiate: (look outside your window and see)

[personal profile] repudiate 2012-05-01 01:19 pm (UTC)(link)
You'll be getting another chance..?
repudiate: (i don't want to talk because)

[personal profile] repudiate 2012-05-01 01:34 pm (UTC)(link)
As long as you're still here, then there's still that possibility of the second chance. Even if I don't know much about the circumstances like this. It depends on someone else?
repudiate: (and i could hear the thunder)

[personal profile] repudiate 2012-05-03 11:18 am (UTC)(link)
That's not that strange. As long as there's still some will to live in you, you'll say something like that.