Mizuno Ami☿Mercury (
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apassingthought2012-05-01 07:38 am
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There should be some meaning to my life
I won't be able to care for Mama when she grows older.
I never had anyone near me growing up. Papa was gone, Mama was busy, and I didn't make friends. When I thought I finally did, it was a lie and they weren't the friends I was looking for. When I finally found the ones who could be, I didn't realize it for a long time. Now that I finally see them, is it too late?
There are a lot of places I haven't seen, things I never experienced.
I wanted to be strong enough to fight with them to the end- as a fellow warrior.
But... somehow it feels good to rest right now.
I never had anyone near me growing up. Papa was gone, Mama was busy, and I didn't make friends. When I thought I finally did, it was a lie and they weren't the friends I was looking for. When I finally found the ones who could be, I didn't realize it for a long time. Now that I finally see them, is it too late?
There are a lot of places I haven't seen, things I never experienced.
I wanted to be strong enough to fight with them to the end- as a fellow warrior.
But... somehow it feels good to rest right now.
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It came suddenly.
I-if you want to continue this?
always! <3 and she's sorry she's hard to follow right now XD
Nah, that's okay. She died. it's understandable >>
with a side of nightmare horror once i get my act together for it sometime. XD poor kid.
We're alike in that.
>:
hey, but then i'll be nice for awhile. XD
Although I don't like thinking everything is going on without me, or that all I can do is wonder what happened in the end, the fact that you can hear me is proof there's something I can do, somewhere.
well... there's that at least?
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