There should be some meaning to my life

[waterfell]

I won't be able to care for Mama when she grows older.

I never had anyone near me growing up. Papa was gone, Mama was busy, and I didn't make friends. When I thought I finally did, it was a lie and they weren't the friends I was looking for. When I finally found the ones who could be, I didn't realize it for a long time. Now that I finally see them, is it too late?

There are a lot of places I haven't seen, things I never experienced.

I wanted to be strong enough to fight with them to the end- as a fellow warrior.

But... somehow it feels good to rest right now.

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[waterfell]

[It's a question with no answer, and barely penetrates for several moments, until she realizes what it means with a sudden start.]

You can hear my voice still?

[hero_complexed]

Yes. O-of course I can.

[waterfell]

Then some part of me still exists, even after...

Others have experienced that before. It shouldn't be surprising. But for me?

[hero_complexed]

What do you mean 'even after'? What do you mean some part of you still exists? You-You can't mean..

[waterfell]

I remember... I was struck down.

[hero_complexed]

By what? Can't you get back up? Can, can't you?

[waterfell]

In battle, that was the end.

It came suddenly.

I-if you want to continue this?

[hero_complexed]

What battle? What came suddenly!? You aren't making any sense!

always! <3 and she's sorry she's hard to follow right now XD

[waterfell]

I was in a battle in my world. I didn't win. I remember that.

Nah, that's okay. She died. it's understandable >>

[hero_complexed]

Didn't-th-then you just need medical attention?

with a side of nightmare horror once i get my act together for it sometime. XD poor kid.

[waterfell]

My enemy isn't the type to leave their foe alive.

We're alike in that.

>:

[hero_complexed]

B-but then that means you're-!

hey, but then i'll be nice for awhile. XD

[waterfell]

That's right. I've accepted that. I thought I'd have been angrier.

Although I don't like thinking everything is going on without me, or that all I can do is wonder what happened in the end, the fact that you can hear me is proof there's something I can do, somewhere.

well... there's that at least?

[hero_complexed]

B-but-!

[waterfell]

It's surprising that you would worry for me. We've only met so briefly, and only in dreams.