There should be some meaning to my life

[waterfell]

I won't be able to care for Mama when she grows older.

I never had anyone near me growing up. Papa was gone, Mama was busy, and I didn't make friends. When I thought I finally did, it was a lie and they weren't the friends I was looking for. When I finally found the ones who could be, I didn't realize it for a long time. Now that I finally see them, is it too late?

There are a lot of places I haven't seen, things I never experienced.

I wanted to be strong enough to fight with them to the end- as a fellow warrior.

But... somehow it feels good to rest right now.

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[repudiate]

You're not on Earth right now then? Where are you?

[waterfell]

I'm nowhere. [The cauldron, she supposes. Which does, at least, mean her sailor crystal exists, even if in another's hands.]

I don't exist to my world any longer.

[repudiate]

[ Don't exist-- wait, it's already that late? From her speech she thought more she was close to dying, but.. ]

If you don't exist anymore, you wouldn't be able to communicate like this still. So this means there's still hope.

[waterfell]

You can talk about hope even now?

[repudiate]

I don't think there's anything so 'even now' about it, really. It's not something I usually discuss, after all.

I'm just stating a simple fact.

[waterfell]

You lost your family. Do you see them in these dreams?

[repudiate]

... Not a lot, actually. I had a lot of nightmares about them dying when I was younger, but the nightmares sort of faded recently. Especially since I started having these weird dreams involving other people here.

[waterfell]

Do you prefer it that way, to forget them?

[repudiate]

I won't forget them.

Even if I don't see them anymore.. I'll never forget them. There's no way.

[waterfell]

I also won't forget.

Perhaps in my next life.

[repudiate]

You'll be getting another chance..?

[waterfell]

...

I don't know that yet.

If the sailor crystal is in Galaxia's hands...

[repudiate]

As long as you're still here, then there's still that possibility of the second chance. Even if I don't know much about the circumstances like this. It depends on someone else?

[waterfell]

As long as the sailor crystals exist, there might be a next time still.

It's strange I can say that even now.

[repudiate]

That's not that strange. As long as there's still some will to live in you, you'll say something like that.

[waterfell]

It isn't my wish. I want to rest.