There should be some meaning to my life

[waterfell]

I won't be able to care for Mama when she grows older.

I never had anyone near me growing up. Papa was gone, Mama was busy, and I didn't make friends. When I thought I finally did, it was a lie and they weren't the friends I was looking for. When I finally found the ones who could be, I didn't realize it for a long time. Now that I finally see them, is it too late?

There are a lot of places I haven't seen, things I never experienced.

I wanted to be strong enough to fight with them to the end- as a fellow warrior.

But... somehow it feels good to rest right now.

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[secret_of_the_moon]

I'm not doing it because you asked or because I can gain anything from it. I do it because I want to, that's all.

[waterfell]

If that's true, do as you wish.

[secret_of_the_moon]

Then it's okay if I stay with you here, right?

[waterfell]

Until you wake up?

[secret_of_the_moon]

[He can't promise that he won't wake up, he's not that foolish.]

And once I fall asleep again. I'll be with you as much as I can. I would say I would find a way to not wake up or to sleep even in class but you probably would scold me for that.

[waterfell]

Don't sleep during class.

[Heh... it's such normal scolding suddenly.]

[secret_of_the_moon]

See? I knew you would say that.

[Light whine.]

Don't worry I won't do it... I'll try to not do it.

[waterfell]

School is important to any future.

[secret_of_the_moon]

I know it is. But some classes are boring.

[You can almost see him pouting.]

[waterfell]

Make an effort to cope with it better.

[It's more than scolding, the only way any form of Sailor Moon, any form of the princess, will move forward is to become a bit stronger in facing hardship.]

[secret_of_the_moon]

I already make efforts. I have been getting better with grades.

[Only because his world's Ami tutors him though and promises him dates of different degrees of length and mood based on his grades. Cue the boy doing his best to get a max grade, which he assumes will lead to a full date and a kiss.]

[waterfell]

It's not enough. If you want to think you'll be ready for what's coming, you need to push yourself more.

[secret_of_the_moon]

You won't be satisfied unless I get top scores every time anyway, will you?

[The sad thing is that his Ami is just as strict. And he has a feeling that even if he managed to get her as his girlfriend it would still depend on his academic records.]

[waterfell]

You'll never be a rival to me when it comes to school.

[secret_of_the_moon]

I don't want to be one!

[Flailing now.]

[waterfell]

You'd need a thousand more years first.

[secret_of_the_moon]

I said I don't want to be one! I don't need any time for something I don't want to be!

[Brb flipping tables.]

[waterfell]

When you wake up, don't waste the time you still have for studying.

[secret_of_the_moon]

That will be when I wake up. Now I'm with Ami-chan, not studying!

[waterfell]

Anything to put off your homework?

[secret_of_the_moon]

I already did my homework, thank you very much.

[waterfell]

Maybe now I should be impressed and say you've grown.

[secret_of_the_moon]

It doesn't sound as if you're really impressed though.

[waterfell]

I don't have confidence in your self-discipline.

[secret_of_the_moon]

What if you discipline me?

[... Yes, that sounded as flirtatious as it seems.]